Reflect.

Remember when we all ran to the computer last year to get the first few posts of the new year?  Now it seems like you all have too much of a life for our humble little blog. =(

Anyway just wanted to see how I did on my list from last year:

1) get a job (cause im a bum) (maybe this year....)



2) get my waist back (i cant find it =( ) hahahaha fail.


3) Make districts in track fro ore than 100m Instead, I gained a life-long friend whose's name is Terry =]


4) Get some freaking playing time in vball oh Terry


5) Convince my coach that i DO have potential Again, Terry


6) Start collage..... classes! Ha got u! WIN


7) be taller WIN


8) find Him.. though I think i'm gonna have to wait until collage for that one Well.... I made attempts.


9) find a freaking collage so I dont have to say "i dont know i just wannna teaching degree and run track" Progress made, though nothing achieved for certain


10) figure out my future so i can embrace it instead of clinging to my "peter pan syndrome" Actually... win =)


11) be sombody musically, someone who's better than people think I am (aka pass up Sean in MB) I didn't get a snare.  Instead, I got something better: respect.  I learned that being a Bass is harder than it looks, and that not being a snare doesn't make you not great.  In fact, it means that you work better with people.  And I believe this was a win, not because I grew musically, but because I grew in my self-worth.
 
 
So list for this year?  Why not.
 
1] Get a job
2] Bring my times down and rock the 4x100m (districts?!?!?)
3] Convince myself that I CAN just be friends with a guy
4] Continue my collage search, find one, apply
5] Try and get a track scholorship
6] Continue collage classes
7] Make a career plan
8] Select Ensemble here I come
9] Not nessicarily loose weight, but re-gain my curves that, Shelby so unfairly pointed out, are gone
10] Be Presidant of Band, hold and officer position in NHS
11] Learn to smile and be happy more often so I don't have my stupid random break-downs.

=(

After today... ther is only a week left until I get to share my body with a dead person... yay.

I need to start planning the pre-surgery blow-out!!!!
BTW that involves a lot of different things.... does anyone have the movie men in tights???
So yeah... will let you know as soon as I get a chance to actually TALK to my mama.

kk loves you alls!!!

byz

And thus...

...the countdown begins.. 14 more days of freedom before I become surgery meat.... =( Goodbye sweet, sweet, savior school... hello seductive, sadistic summer.

wow that was deep...

Ok that's not cool

Ok so why will u guys reply to Sam's essential question but not mine? Does mine really suck that bad? hmmph!

ohs and 6 more days!!

I'm losing it left and right!

So i'm losing my jewelry.. and it's making me mad cause i can't just go out and buy replacements since my bday AND Christmas are coming up.
So I lost one of my Celtic knot earrings today (tragedy, i know. i cried inside when it wasn't in my ear....) and my Hope bracelt broke about a week or so ago! and I lost my friendship bracelet in gym the other day, but i found that..

sigh.. whatever am i going to do...

Ohs and 10 more days!!!!

Quiting? It's probable...

So how about last night my Dad was going over teh whole foriegn exchange thing and the original plan about foriegn exchange (to go find a collage in England). Well then we got to talking about what I want to be when I grow up and how I was going to get there. Then we realized that I would need a teaching degree in the US and it all just piled down to this.
Dad doesn't want me to go FE anymore because it's not going to better my education.
So I'm down to 3 options (which I concluded while bawling my eyes out for about an hour, no lie Willie I'm not overexaturating)

1. Quit. Don't go foriegn exchange, send in my letter of quitting now, never go back, be done.
2. Apply, but if I don't end up going to England, quit.
3. Quit. Then go back after I gradutate and go where ever the h*** I want, because it would just be for a culutral experiance somewhere.

So basically they want me to quit.. and i'm not f-n happy.

Hmmmmmmmmmsss

So Is blogging just a passing fad? This is supposed to be where we record the sotries of the 2009-2010 sophmore and junior year...
There are so many stories that just aren't on here.. how are we supposed to look back and laugh if there's nothing to look back on?

=(