PARTY in the 814

It's time to PARTY!!!!

We are going to bring in the new Decade in style!
Masquerades, Fancy dresses, Dress pants, or Skinny jeans, chucks and heels included.

We are wishing a good friend happy birthday, and saying goodbye to the 2000's.

Tonight is going to be amazing.

Brought to you by....
the Wifey's.

...

so if i do say so myself, 2009 was a pretty DAMN good year.

happy new year everyone. :)

:]

So santa brought me painting supplies and brought my mom stuff to record music we write on to a computer... :]

so creativite inspiration, please come...
and my talent, if you would come back, that would be nice too.


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EXCITEDDD EXCITEEDDDDdddd EXXXCITEDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Birthday To You!

Daphne Hiles is officially 17 today.
Everyone wish her a happy birthday!

Happy Birthday.
I love you.
Tomorrow is going to be kick @$$! lol

Tada

Well it's official. We're going to the three days grace/flyleaf/chevelle concert. people going (you know who you are) tell me when you can pay, we need the money soon, it aint cheep. anyway, to those not going sorry. we'll bring back stories and vintage tee shirts

on a different note i hope everyone had a great christmas and has a happy new year. Now enjoy this picture of a hampster :D

Another year passed, a new decade to begin.

We have less then three days left in this year, and decade.
What do you think you're going to do with your life as the new year starts?

My list follows like so:
1. Become a better person.
2. Live life day by day, and try not to plan ahead to far.
3. Work on friendships, fix any broken ones, and start new ones.
4. Become part of the Elite ECCO Ninjas. [It's an Ohio thing, you wouldn't understand :D But around Brittan, I'll be a part of the Elite ECCO Pirates. UNTIL EXTREEEEEEME Steal The Bacon. Then it's Ninja time.]
5. Make a scrapbook for the whole year of 2010.
6. Try to find that guy, who just doesn't want my body.
7. Get a job, so I can get some $MONEYS$!!
8. Pass the drivers test.
9. Spend my time with people who really care about me.
10. Learn who the real me is.
11. Learn to Wake Board.
12. Go home during the summer, so I can get like, Dad dark (for those of you who don't understand what I mean there, it means that when it's summer my Dad looks like a Mexican, from all the Native American in us.)
13. Get in shape.

So I made a list of thirteen things, thirteen being the lucky number.

What's your list? I'd love to know what you really want to do this coming up year.

Christmas

Merry Christmas you all! I hope yours was as good as mine!! You know why? Cause....

I GOT A PHONE!!!

Ok.. that's pretty much it. I have a lot of christmas stories, but they may just have to wait..

Love you!

-ME!!!

I feel like an old Housewife...

I'm sitting here ironing all of your shirts! I hope u guys like them.. =)
Ohs, and the 3 of u that didn't bring htem in (shame on u) if u give them to me tomorrow i'll get them to u either at the masquarade or i might be able to drive to ur house. If not, u knwo wher emy house is or again, i'll see u at the masquarade.

Back to ironing!

English research...done!

Omygoodness! It took me three hours to get six of those paper thingies done. My butt is sore from sitting one place for so long. But now i know so much about psychopaths I might just hurl. Some of the stories are just plain creepy. One guy killed people just because he liked the look of dead men in his bed! shudder...
Oh well, I think i can actually possibly maybe sort of answer my question now, but i don't know how to do that... Man this project is annoying! (but in a good way (in case Rut is reading this, which i doubt she is, but whatever)
:P

www.williesartwork.blogspot.com

if u havent yet      if u want to u should follow my art site

Frump..

Is that even a word?

Anyways. I've got two page thingers of research done, but I can't find anymore!

So any ideas on a good place to find things on psychology?

Kay thanks.

Avatar

Hey guys i just saw Avatar and it was amazing! The colors were so vivid and the 3D parts were good. No wonder it took so much money to make. Anyway, I loved the story adn all the different creatures and things in it. So if you haven't seen it, then you should.
The only bad part in my experience was two little kids sitting beside me and yelling at the screen and laughing in the most inapropriate places. Even my mom, who usually doesn't mind screaming kids in a movie theater, was ready to yell at them to shut up. They weren't old enough to understand it, but that's no excuse. If I would have acted like that my parents would have smacked me to shut up.
Sigh...some people's kids...
Anyway, it was great!
:)

jolies on crack

Hey we're all here at the sleepover and jolie thinks we should sleep underground. And we swear that shes on crack! jolie sleeps in her basement. Really, she does. Anyway, this is jordan typing. AND I KICKED BUTT in the indian-leg-wrestling competition! And faith won in the DDR knockoff game. and we watched labrynth. And sam wonders what people were smoking when that movie was made. Jolie wanted to know if Jareth is a woman. The tight pants were so disturbing. You cant help but look there, its messed up and disturbing. And the low cut shirt with the giant necklace...OMJ thats screwed up.
Ahs and my (faith's) computer si too dang slow but we still managed to watch a spooof of New Moon and lots of other things!! Like old greg and strongbad giving strongsad caffine!!!
Ahh strongbad.. whatever would we do without you!! And Jordan cant believe that i'm still awake, but Malvey can testify to me being awake for a long time on the bus home from Coudy.. shebly 2!!
Ahh.. TROGDOR!!!!!!!

That's all for nows cause Jordan is tired... teehee!! We might just draw things on her face!!!

Loves you all and see u later today!!! (since it's past midnight)

-The Orig's

Ok, here's the List

Alrighty here's what u will need for the party:

1. Boots, we will be in the snow for a while


2. Some gloves, a hat and possibly a scarf


3. Multiple layers. I was outside the other day and i was all warm and toasty.. except for my legs cause they only had 1 layer. so layer up!


4. UR PLAIN BLACK SHIRT!!!!! if you don't bring ur shirt, you don't get a Christmas present. Simple as that.
5. Any movies, board games, or Kareoke CD's you want to bring. (I only have the demo cd for my machine.. Mom doesn't really like Kareoke, thus she does not support it's personal at-home use, but with u guys it'll be cool. =)
6. An attitude taht's ready to have fun! And be accepting of suprises.. muahahahaha
   

Sam, Jordan and Jolie, all of the above plus:

1. Sleeping bag and such
2. pjs and clothes
3. What ever u need to get through the morning.. The rest of the peeps will be here shortly after Noon. =)

That's it i believe! Can't wait to see u guys tonight/tomorrow!

I picked a stupid topic

I must have picked a very stupid topic for my English essential questions project, because i can find crap for information. Grrr...im so frustrated and im getting a headache and i really needed to blow off some steam!!! :(

I needed to complain a little bit so i dont go insane!!

wooho!

ewo evwy buuuddddyyyy. so guess what? i was in a carcrash with james gillan last night a third of our bumper was sticking out of his bumper. but no one was hurt(exept a couple headaches and wiplash) Wear Seatbeats People! i wasnt and if that was more of an actual life threatening crash i would have Died! but anyways before that a sycotic girl asked me out and i politely said no. but anyways the highlight of the night was that Kate talked to me and it was just a big misunderstanding and things just happened and she wasnt comeing anywhere where i was but that was just what hapened i interpreted it as her hating me but we just had fun together last night and had a massive cuddle/hug at the end of the night.  (and she even looks more beautiful then when she left teehee

hehe

so im pretty sure this is just amazing =)

except the more i think about it the more confused i am.. so just dont think 2 much when u c it. =D

My New Story..

So I finally got around to putting this on my flashdrive so I'm posting my first "chapter." Feedback would be nice please.. Ooo and I'm thinking about calling it Confessions of a (wannabe?) Flaggit, but I don't want to seem like I'm stealing Alice's title from HER new book, Confessions of a Vampire Addict. Cause when I came up with teh title I wasn't thinking about her's at all and it didnt occur to me til later so i prob need a new title.
Anyway her it is:

Chapter 1

D***, I thought. This is going to be great.
I was at band camp. Well, mini band camp. Actually, it was Percussion camp before band camp.. but I still counted it as band camp. I had my fresh pack of rookies all around me, and I had finally earned some respect. I had made Bass Drum Section Leader. Basically, I led the heart of the band. It was great.
I had some serious talent on the line this year. The last few years our line had to resort to playing in unison for most songs, but this year I had a feeling that we could get some serious beats down with some work. I was looking forward to the future.
So now I'm sitting here on my bedroom floor, packing my bags for band camp. Towel? Check. And so my packing went. Thinking of how glorious my week / season would be, and checking things off my packing list.
I wonder if Ryan willl be eligable for more than a few weeks this year... I mused. Last year he was out for most of the games. It really screwed up all of our music. Oh well, got to make use of what I've got, while I've got it I guess...
"Opal! Come on we've got to leave in a few minutes!" I started to pack a little faster, double checking my list to see if I'd checked off all of the boxes.
"I'll be down in a minute!" I zipped up my bag and trotted downstairs. I saw that my brother, Christian, had already shoved his stuff in the van. I hope that both of our instraments fit.. I thought. Sometimes I envy families who have flutes and trumpets, instead of tubas and bass drums.
"I've got to go get Bella," I shouted over my sholder as I ran upstairs. My baby was waiting in my room, sticks neatly folded on top my harness, and my music on top of my sticks. I stood in my doorway for a minute, staring at my drum with a smile. She was beautifully perfect. She was not the biggest drum, but big enough that I didn't look like a wimp in front of my rookies. She made the prettiest sound of the four, and she was all mine. I couldn't help but be proud. She was my baby.
"Come on Bella," I cooed, "Let's go kick some a**." With that, I picked up my baby and loaded her up in the van. Christian hopped in the driver's seat and started the car. I climbed in the backseat and waited.
"And just where do you think you're going?" Mom opened the driver's door and looked down at my brother.
"Oh..." Christian slowly unbuckled his seatbelt and stood up. "I guess you would have to bring the van home, huh?"
"Yep," she said. She climbed in as Christian walked around to the passenger's door and got in. Then, we were off to band camp, one of the best weeks of my life.

Chapter 2

So that's not all I have but that's all i feel like posting cause it kinda rambles for a bit of chapter two.. So waht do u think?
Ohs and thanks for all my B-day wishes and adgknowledgments.. they made me happy. =)

I have the shirt

Okay Jordan, I have the shirt so don't go out and buy one okay? You owe me $4.50, so I expect the payment soon, if not there'll be problems *looks threatening and starts to bang a baseball bat against open palm* I also have Faith's birthday presant so it's all good, but not for you if you skive off on the money Jordan... I can ask Jolie where you live >=(

Love you guys!

HAAPPPPPPYYYYYY BIIIRTTTTHHHHHDDDDDDDAYYYY

happy birthday girl! YEAH! so i hopes you have a good birthday. Now i just have to come up with a present by Friday. Hmmmmsss, if i cant get to a store i might have to give you your gift late. If i decide to give you something at all....muuahhhhaaaahhaa! lol love you faithy :)

Birthday's!

Somebody's birthday! I wonder who!

A birthday is a time to celebrate! A time to be happy and simply enjoy life! A time to totally party with your friends, oh wait that this weekend. Are you getting my point or do i need to continue?

alright, i'll keep going...

You’re always very special
And you should know today
That you are wished the nicest things
That life can bring your way

Like warm and loving wishes
And happiness and cheer
And everything you need to start
Another happy year

Get it yet? I suppose not.

Happy Happy Birthday

May all your dreams come true

I hope you like this carrot cake

My mom made it for you!

Do you see what i'm getting at now? No? okay...

From morning till night
May your birthday be bright
And nicer than ever before……
And as years come and go
May your happiness grow
And your dreams be fulfilled
Even more

Happy Birthday to you!

Well I hope you get the message, the point i'm trying to get across about this important day.

Well have a SuperSonic Fifteen!

Happy Birthday!!

Dearest Faithy;

Happy Sweet 15.

All these years, and you are only one step closer.

I hope it turns out amazing.

Even if we fight. I still love you.

xoxox

Katherine

12-14-09

Let it be known

that no one at our lunch
table,

especially Alice,

wants to catch pregnancy. :D

ONE MORE DAY!!!

ahhhh!!!

i already sang 2 faith 2day =D i got the the first song! hehehe
[although i guess it doesnt really count if its not the actual day.... =( darnit!]

I just want to scream!!

With all the joy inside

There is in fact TWO more days!

and then 12 days until Christmas!

Any who, just thought I'd put that out there.

Bad voice acting

So I was playing this really old videogame and my brother was in my room watching me play, because it was only a one-player game and this cutscene started. It really set the mood for you to be sad because one of the characters had just died and everything, I mean there was the soft lighting and the sad piano music in the background to really set it up.
So we were just staring at the tv, waiting to see what would happen next.
Now this game is about 9 or 10 years old and it gets soooo corny in some parts that it just makes you want to laugh becasue its so stupid.
So the main charcater was holding up the suppossedly dead charcters body and he said, "I should have been the one to fill your dark soul with LAAIIIIGHGHTT!!!" if that line wasn't bad enough, his voice cracked on the word light.
It just completely ruined the moment. Simon and i just looked at eachother like, Did his voice just crack? And then we just started laughing uncontrolably for about five minutes while the game was waiting for me to press the next mission button.
It reminded me of the horrible voice acting in the old Resident Evil games (STOP! Don't open that door!, You were almost a Jill Sandwhich!, What IS it?, ADA WAIT!, Your right hand comes OFF!?)
there had been other parts in the game where the voice acting had just been sad, but this moment really took first place.

P.S. if anyone knows what the game I'm talking about is gets a point.
Oh, and 3 more days!

Whohub

So I got this e-mail and someone suggested me to do this interview for whohub. I googled it to make sure it wasn't spam, and then realized waht an amazing thing it is! You go and like, do an interview thing about the creativity u do on th einternet.. sort of. Here, click here to go to my interview about our blog! (someone had suggested that I do one on education, but pft, this blog is WAY more deserving, and I'm not even IN the field of education... yet =)

Yay us! Good job guys!

Oh, and 3 more days!!!!

Another extemely amazing sweetness thing

ok go here and read this website:

http://thisisdiversity.com/articles/all/2282/chinese-artist-paints-himself-invisible/

And then look at this picture in a whole new freaking amazing way (it's the only one left out on the website, and naturally, my favorite) Your going to need it a bit larger I suppose so i'm pretty sure u can double click it. =)

oooo and 4 (soon to be 3) more days!!!

So boring...

It is so boring after a test in math. We never do anything and it drives me nuts. Its a good thing a different class needs the macs because we get to use them for no reason whatsoever! So I'm back here in the middle of the classroom listening to Jordan whine about missing the last problem on the test when me and Jolie got it right (cross your fingers!) Sorry Jordan but get over it. That probably sounded mean and your probably getting onto the blog right now, but whatever. Maybe your computer will shut down randomly again, after all the emotionless computer does hate you. By the way guys who have english first period, what did you guys do to Rut? She made you guys do something about homework. I don't know, she was actually kind of happy with our class and she and Faith didn't fight today! Yay! We were kind of worried for a second.

On a side note, I won in baddmittin (sp?) today against Kayla! We had the same score for ten minutes (13-4 with me winning). It was fun and I think i'm starting to enjoy this tournament!

I just got a 100 on my math test!

5 more days!

AMAZING!!!

So I know that it probably looks like I post to much but i REALLY had to post this.. this is just plain amazing!!! I hope u enjoy it as much as I do.. teehee! (For those of u who haven't finished Algebra II, the square root of -1 is the imaginary # i)

La-la-la-lovely

Love is like wildflowers...

It is often found in the most unlikely places.

What do you guys think about this. Is it true?

Ohhh and Jasper, this is the quote I was talking about today.

Is it really that hard?

Ok so I walk to gym today thinking (and u can ask Shelby ro daphy i actually said this) Despite the horrible day I had I'm going to rip down the misspelled sign (the 1 on the window) and return my jersy. I will make me feel better.

So I get to gym and there is a sign ont he locker room door, and the chalkboard, and 3 on the window, and one on my locker. Sure enough, Cheyanne was the over achiever that turned it in this Morning, so I was the last one left. AND, low and behold, all of them were spelled wrong! SO I commenced to throw a hissy fit, crumple them up in a ball, and throw them to the ground, and Shelby just happened to be in the way. Sorry Shelb!

So during SSR I saw Irwin in the hall and I told her that i turned in my jersy and that she spelled my name wrong. And u know what she said? "Oh does it have 2 l's? Oh well I looked at it and it looked wierd.. butthe first sign only had one L so I left it that way."

I just wanted to scream I HAVE BEEN YOUR PLAYER FOR ABOUT 3 YEARS AND YOU CANT SPELL MY NAME??? I mean seriously?

Ugh, one more thing to add to my "This is why I hate my Coach" List.

decisions decisions decisions

so im sitting here in study hall thinking.
should i b the responsible person and actually do my homework?
or....
should i slack off like i always do and just read my amazingly funny book?
and i think ive made my decision.
drum roll please.
and the winner is......
google random things such as pictures representing my childhood like Papa Smurf, the infamous marvel hero Gambit, Voltron, Street Sharks, the ORIGINAL power ranges, and my all time favorite... SAILOR MOON!! =)

Ok that's not cool

Ok so why will u guys reply to Sam's essential question but not mine? Does mine really suck that bad? hmmph!

ohs and 6 more days!!

Epic Fail!!

I missed the gangster day in history.

Stupid being home sick...

Gay stomach flu.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Anyways I should be back tomorrow. :]

Thanks for all your concern.

i dunno what to call u wittl wuv puppy umm........sid?

i didnt know what to name this entry. So thats how that came about. anyways, ya know what band is hilarious? Austrian Death Machine. Its a side band made by the leader of As i lay dying and its completely dedicated to Arnold Schwartshinager(i have no idea how to spell that) They have three cds. Total Brutal. Double Brutal. A Brutal Christmas.  Oh yeah so yesterday i cleaned natasha's(u dont know her shes a senior)  brushes for her yesterday and she was going to give me an oreo brownie for it but i said to give it to Dakota and he'd have to b nice to me. so all day today he called me friend and was actually nice and it was kinda funny. Then also yesterday i randomly yelled prostitute in history and vaughn was like  "yeah that would b one of the answers"(cuz we were doing a worksheet on what crimes rose because of the laws against alchohol and the whole thing about bathtub gin and moonshine) then today was interesting because of talking about al capone and the st valentines day masaqire      and ive gotten a bonus point today and yesterday so yay( 600 pounds of meat and sleeping in a bush hahahaha)   um if any of u know someone who nows how to play violin and would like to join a screamo band please have them talk to me            thanks for the fish!!!

Essential Question...

So my Essential question in english was What if humans didn't have consciences? Well, Rut blew mine out of the water by simply saying we'd all be phycopaths and i need to think about my question from a different angle.

So i thought about it and then i came up with a new one:

Are we born with a conscience or are we influenced by our surroundings (parents, friends, etc...), or maybe both?

I personally think that we are born with a conscience and it developes and expands as we get older and learn new things. What do you guys think?

Gah....

so i really like my question but i dont think rut does.. she didnt really respond to mine and then she made me say it twice, like she didnt understand or want it.

So do u think this is a good question for me?

Do we need a purpose in life?

For Jasper's Eyes Only!!

JERSEY!!!!

TADA!!!!

So invites to my bday party are coming out tommorrow! And yes, u are all invited.. except taylor.. so sorry but i was only allowed 10 people.. =(

But yes, invites tommorrow and there will also be a formt hat u must fill out for bday party reasons. Please take it seriously or u will only be hurting urself.. muahahahaha u have no idea why! I love this plan!! But u guys will probably hate it.. but thats ok! I will love it forever! Its the best idea i've had ina while..

but enough about my amazing idea! It's time for the countdown number of the day.. 8!!!!

-DING- that's the lightbulb going off, for my idea.

While reading all the blogs, and doing my rough draft, I thought...

Let's have a Secret Santa. :]

Anyone else like that idea?

9

Nine days till my big brother's 15 b-day!! Whoa!!
So I drew Paddington for Sammy and it wasn't too bad and all but now Alice wants me draw one for her and then a second one for her to give to Mr Vaughn. I don't really want to draw one for Mr. Vaughn in case he doesn't like it but...
What do you guys think? (if you care to) Do you think I should draw it and have Alice give it to him and say she drew it or just draw it and give it to him for Christmas?
Sin. Vasi

Jerkkkyyy :d

I never knew i was such a jerk.. well deep down maybee... but seriously.

People in general hate me. Its sadddd.. Some people have a way with others... I definitely am not one of those people. Atleast not since I moved to Keystone. So if i ever piss anyone off on this blog, and i sincerely didn't mean to, i'm sorry. It's how God made me i guess.... :[

40 Ways To Annoy Jacob Black

So, i was on wattpad today and i was reading some stuff from this girl ishy01 and this was just so hysterical i thought i'd share it with you guys! enjoy!

1. Force him to wear a leash and collar and tie him to a pole

2. Put up fliers saying "Lost Dog" with his picture on it

3. Give him mouthwash for his birthday, tell him he has dog breath

4. Constantly remind him that Bella would rather 'die' than be with him

5. Throw silver spoons at him (it's a werewolf pun)

6. When he's a werewolf steal his pants.

7. Paint his motor bike hot pink

8. Buy him a cat

9. Name it Edward

10. Buy him dog food, act offended when he won't eat it.

11. Ask him what he's getting Edward and Bella for a wedding present

12. Tell him Bella is allergic to dogs

13. Ask him how he lost to an old man

14. Call the dog pound when he fazes

15. Lock him in a room with Edward

16. Post the results on YouTube

17. Tell him that Aro and Bella are eloping in Mexico and he's not invited (idk if she means Edward... but whatever)

18. Tell him he's not a REAL werewolf, he's just a shape shifting loser

19. Ask him about puberty 

20. Force him to watch Shark Boy and Lava Girl

21. Ask him if he thinks Taylor Lautner looks hot in a tight leather suit (Shark boy and lava girl reference)

22. Tell him he's Remus Lupin and Sirus Black's crack child (Harry Potter)

23. When he doesn't believe you ask him why his last name is BLACK and he's a WEREWOLF

24. Post the reactions online when he puts the pieces together

25. Every time he does something nice say "Good Boy!"

26. Show him the honeymoon scene in Breaking Dawn

27. Post his reactions on YouTube

28. Tell him to sit and wave a dog biscuit in his face

29. Buy him a dog bed for his birthday

30. Ask him if he'll be your 'guard dog' 

31. Show him Edward/Bella fan art, particulary PG-13 NC17 rated images

32. Start and 'Edward dazzles me' fan club and elect him as president

33. Force him to attend the meetings every week

34. Ask him if he actually drinks out of the toilet

35. Refuse to believe him when he says no

36. Ask him if Edward dazzles him

37. When he says no, use his (ANNOYING) catch phrase, "sure sure" just to piss him off

38. Ask him if he knows the only thing worse than imprinting on a two year old. When he asks, tell him imprinting on a two day old girl, that just so happens to be your arch enemy's vampire/human child.

39. While he's sleeping put ketchup packets all around his bed, making it impossible to get out of bed.

40. Laugh at him when he tries anyway

I'm losing it left and right!

So i'm losing my jewelry.. and it's making me mad cause i can't just go out and buy replacements since my bday AND Christmas are coming up.
So I lost one of my Celtic knot earrings today (tragedy, i know. i cried inside when it wasn't in my ear....) and my Hope bracelt broke about a week or so ago! and I lost my friendship bracelet in gym the other day, but i found that..

sigh.. whatever am i going to do...

Ohs and 10 more days!!!!

Onety One!!

There are Onety One days till Faith's b-day....I think! Continueing the countdown!!
Here's some smile quotes to hopefully brighten anyone's day who feels down! :)
"You haven't lost your smile at all, it's right there under your nose, you just forgot it was there"
"Smile - it's the second best thing you can do with your lips"
"Smile, even if it's a sad smile, because sadder than a sad smile is the sadness of not knowing how to smile"
"A good smile starts on the lips, A grin spreads to the eyes, A chuckle comes from the belly; But a good laugh bursts forth from the soul, Overflows, and bubbles all around"
"Beauty is power; A smile is its sword"
"There are hundreds of languages in the world, but a smile speaks them all"
"If a man smiles all the time, he's probably selling something that doesnt work"
"The robbed that smiles, steals something from the theif"

...just liked these ones, thought maybe you would, too! :) Sin. Vasi

Hmmmm.....

So i think i made my own quote today... walking down from Irwin to Kifer first period.

"The higher your pedestal, the more it will hurt when you get pushed off...." :D

Two In a Row. Oh Snap!

This is to be a man's face, and the word Liar.

People see either or, and sometimes both.

Does this mean that men are liars?

I don't know but it has me thinking.

What do you ladies and gents think?

Sorry If it offends our lovely guys out there.

And I kinda stole the picture from my Cousin Shelby.

Even though I've seen it before, something really made me think, and I can't seem to stop.

<3:]

Dun-dun-dun-dun!!!

Today is December 2, 2009.

That means it's only, err, hold on a second, I went to Keystone and can't count...

Aha! 13 (my lucky number) days until our Dearest Faith/Jasper/Emuna turns.....

15!!

Okay let's start a countdown.

<3:]

Sonic!!!

so i got this Sonic The Hedgehog t-shirt from rue21 in hagerstown this past weekend. and its freaking AMAZING!!! im so proud of that $5 purchase. =)

so im feeling a little better today  hey at least i havent been raped ( knock on wood please)
theres things worse then my life and im tired of Talking about MY life so SHUT UP WILLIE!!! thanks for comments though other than the getting it out there  its always nice for friends bring me out of my mood swings   k .....iceicebaby dundundun dadadundun chih    oooooooooooo000000000(still not sure if o is right so if o means kiss then i mean x)  



ni!

leading back the bunny trails

i feel as though i live in the past to much and i need to just get over myself and hury up and just cry it out and get over it ....so here it goes .....maybe if i get this stuff out maybe ill be less like a bomb ready to explode today and later days
ive gone to the same church since i was born,  always a sweet little church boy whos so innosent  i was considered one of the best kids but never realy believing because ive never heard the voice or felt any warmth from this god that i search for still  so basically i live a lie 
i was homeschooled til second grade so i was very sheltered and shy. then in second grade i started coming to keystone (and i dont think everyone realized it but they were such assholes and so was and is my bus driver who is still my bus driver) and i was instantly labeled as a freak and a dork
then on the way home one day the bus comes to a screaching halt right below my house and my sister whitney comes running out of the woods(her and dad went hunting instead of school because it was hunting season and whitney was doing good in school) bauling her head off and screaming  the bus stops and we all thought the bus ran over her foot or something because she was really screaming and bauling but the reality of it was that my dad had gone into a sturdy-looking treestand before her but it wasnt and broke and slammed to the ground and sent him splintered and flying and he lay on the ground foaming at the mouth; staring blankly  then we went to the hospital and we waited for a long time  ..they pronounced him dead  and everyone was crying insanely  ...except me  i dont know what was wrong with me i just didnt cry i felt no emotion and now i sometimes lock my bedroom door( which i share with my brother so theres lots of pounding whenever i do that) and cry it out now but even my own family is confused at why i seem to be taking it hard i mean its not like i was alive very long while he was here(7 years old when he died) so i probably dont remember him much but the fact is i remember every breathing moment with him and i miss him at an unimaginable level and wonder if i make him even the least bit proud
then way before this my insane uncle brutely murdered my grandparents(moms parents) first with a sledge hammer until that broke then he used a butcher knife and moms moms bloody handprint ran down the locked door as she tryed to escape but he drug her back in and slammed and cut her and grandpa more   they wouldnt let mom and aunt mary into the crime scene but dad and uncle doug in to see the insane mess everywhere
obviously both these events get mom very depressing and weird to be around and also very b****y
then resently i fell majorly in love with a girl and at our first "date"(a year and a half after meeting and trying so hard to get her to notice me)(also i might add  my very first date) we both ended up being sick and we both flipped out on eachother and i ended up ripping off my dress clothes(and i lost my very first tie that i bought for the occation) and sitting in a dark,  wet corner for the remander of the night  i forgave her instantly but she still hates he and wont listen to me or be anywhere where i am but i cant help but still love with all my being(because hearts die and go to others)  Malvey, being a good friend and all tries to cheer me up by suggesting other people but i dont want options i want her(dear god i sound OBSESSED)  

thanks for listening even if u didnt everyone   it at least felt good to get it out