my theme song!

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"Dear diary, mood: apathetic. i couldn't get enough money to go to the blood red romance and suffocate me dry concert, which sucks cause they play some of my favourite songs like 'rip apart my soul' and 'stab my heart because i love you' (i think i actually know i song by the name of this ;) and of course 'stabby rip stab stab'. and it doesn't help that couldn't get my hair to do that flippy thing either, like that guy from that band can do... some days ugh"

i'm an emo kid non-conforming as can be you'd be non-conforming too if you looked just like me i have paint on my nails and make-up on my face i'm almost emo enough to start shaving my legs cause i feel real deep when i'm dressing in drag i call it freedom of expression you just call me a fag cause their dudes look like chicks and their chicks look like dyke's cause emo is one step below transvestite stop my breathing and slit my throat, i must be emo i don't jump around when i go to shows, i must be emo i'm dark and sensitive with low self-esteem THE WAY I DRESS MAKES EVERYDAY FEEL LIKE HALLOWEEN! i have no real problems but i like to make believe i stole my sister's mascara now i'm grounded for a week, sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies i can't get through a Hawthorne Heights album without out sobbing (sadly true) girl's keep breaking up with me it's never any fun they say they already have a **** (that's for you Jaz) they don't need another one, stop my breathing and slit my throat, i must be emo i don't jump around when i go to shows, i must be emo, dye in my hair and polish on my toes, i must be emo, i play guitar and write suicide notes, i must be emo "my life is just a black abyss ya know... it's so dark and it's suffocating me, grabbing ahold of me and tightening it's grip, tighter than a pair of my little sister's jeans... which look great on me by the way." when i get depressed i cut my wrists in every direction hearing songs about getting dumped give me an erection i write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses i tell my friends i bleed black and cry during classes i'm just a bad cheap imitation of goth you can read me read catcher in the rye and watch me jack off i wear skin tight close while hating my life if i said i liked girls, i'd only be half right. i look like i'm dead and dress like a homo, i must be emo, screw xbox i play old school Nintendo (awesomeness!) i like to whine and hit my parentals, i must be emo, me and my friends all look like clones, i must be emo. 

"My parents don't get me ya know, they think i'm gay just cause they saw me kiss a guy... well a couple guys. but it's the 2000's can't two... or four dudes make out with each other without being gay? i mean chicks dig that kinda thing anyway. i don't know diary sometimes i think you're the only one that gets me, you're my best friend!... i feel like tacos." 

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