15 months with out someone, who's so important in my life, what am I supposed to do? When they go to one of the most dangerous places on the face of the earth, and there's a chance they might not come back, all because of a stupid badge on his arm that says "MP".
He's the cousin I'm the closest to. He's one of my Big Brothers. I couldn't stand to lose him, all because of a war that shouldn't have started, that we shouldn't have entered.
I know I can't go around blaming the government, but who else am I to blame? When they are the ones who only think for the sake of power.
Such power hungry people. People of hate, people of greed. What has the earth come down to? Why doesn't the big man upstairs take part in these decisions, or does he think these innocent people should die because of careless mistakes?
Angry, depression, turmoil, greed. It all rules the world, and what are we to do? We are told, to wait. Wait for change, wait for this, wait for that. Pretty much they tell us to wait for the call, saying that our loved one was killed. Sorry for this language, but it's all effin' bullshit. And I don't know how much more I can take, before I end up snapping.
Oh honey.... I'm sorry. I hate this war too! I wish that it was actually possible for us to have a say in our government but.... well. It'll be alright. At least I believe it will be!
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